short updates

 

hello!!!

i think everyone is still continuing the election's result discussion. 

well... i am soo glad govt had given the growth and share amount to us! 

this means more money to spend!! 

had been spending lots of clothes these days. 

i still have tons of dresses not wore yet!! 

anyway. work is good so far, with a new colleague Joyce came along to join the dept. 

at least finally i found someone of my age to click with!! 

and she influenced me on some good lobangs online!! yay!!! 

am glad with the few  days work week due to public holiday! 

shiok!! 

and come to think of it, next month, i will end my contact already. 

so i look for another 1 mth part time job and earn some allowances for shopping or should i rest at home before school officially start!  

shall do some consideration.

anyway, i am currently listening to this song! love it!! 

i know its a few months old song. 

but i just put in on repeat mode on my ipod!! 

love such rap-genre songs recently. 

random updates.

randomly feel like updating an entry. 

well... had been spending quite abit recently. gotta save. 

did i mention my 3 pairs of heels die on me recently? like all 3 in a week? 

well, i managed to replace 3 pairs at taka recently. 

that cost me nearly 120 bucks already! :( 

well think positive. pay is coming in. 

oh and i got a new wallet! super happy!! 

but its white lah! so i am gonna take super good care of it and try not make it dirty.

i am gonna to make it last at least 2 years hoepfully!! 

recently got interested in baking. 

tried baking cookies and it was not too bad. 

this time i tried on cake. 

i think i put too much water already, the sponge seem alittle too moist.

 

but after applying the chocolate layer, ta tah! it looks like this. 

ok lah, not so presentable yet, but edible ok. 

its strawberry sponge cake with chocolate layer. 

and the thing i hate about baking most, is the clearing up of the mess u made in the end. 

 

after baking the cake on sat, went over to find soulmate and coli.

 they were studying in yishun, while i just popped by to pass them the cake i made and disturb them awhile. hehe!

 

sunday was as usual, to my grandma house. 

i was in the passenger seat this time, thats why i can listen to my own iPod. 

 

mr cool guy?

was having fever for the past few days. since the weekends. 

its like the worst shot of sick i had. 

imagine it being attacked since sat evening. and till now, i am still trying very hard to recover from it. 

went down to see a doc and was given 3 days of mc. generous doctor.

but i proved him wrong! i was back to school today. though not fully recover, but at least standing up without feeling much giddiness. he bet that i could not even leave the bed today! 

anyway. i had miss 2 lectures on managerial finance. 

hard to catch up! and i am still stuck doing my er report!! wanted to complete it by the weekend!! 

gotta rush after this post

anyway, timbre @ arts house with bel way back early this mth! 

and myrin didnt join us. 

so we 2 just headed over after school

 

bel wore her new dress out! super overdressed for school for both of us actually!

 

this time we reached timbre rather early! because we want to avoid being the ones looking at people enjoying their drinks. yup! so we were the first few customers for the day. 

both of us were hungry and thirsty! 

seriously this was the first time we ate and spent so much in timbre! 

like a freaking 90 bucks for both of us. 

the previous time we went with 4 of us didnt even hit 80 bucks! 

we were just plain hungry and thirsty i must said

we wanted to try a drink that the service crew served on the other table. 

and the first try we got was WRONG

ended up it was this. and the worst is, can u see it flowing? 

we just have to drink it constantly to prevent it from melting and overflowing. 

i think we glupped that drink in 10 mins? 

 

ordered a seafood pizza. 

plain. nothing special. 

prefer the first pizza we used to order

 after pizza, which we also took less than half an hour to gobble it up, we decided to order something more. 

bel ordered a non-alcoholic drink

which she faced the same problem of overflowing

and i ordered fuzzy nuzzel, which taste like oranger juice, =.=

 

and we changed our normal chicken wing order to baffalo wings. 

finally we felt full! 

 

 

talked about usual stuffs. 

bel didnt notice her mr cool guy was missing that night!

awhhh...

and we still do have our weekly meeting! ;) 

loves...

think i end here. gotta take my medicine and drink more barley!! 

boo hoo!! 

goo away fever!!

Silent

 

this is crazy. 

school started a few months back. 

though i am still a freshies.

but it sux!

i really really cant cope with the lectures! 

its like soo complicated. 

its not as simple as what i think of. 

expectation of course are higher. 

but how am i going to survive 3 modules exams!

i am sooo stuck at my consumer behaviour lecture notes. 

with none going in my mind. 

i need the library textbook! 

ps. reminder to self: go to library! 

and here i am stuck with that pile of report from managing changes! 

sch life sucks suddenly. 

i need to understand. and i mean UNDERSTAND consumer behaviour before i have my next accounting module to pile on my headache-ness 

and i think, my service marketing had said goodbye to me!

my god! revise!!!!  

 

maybe this time it is the worst we had. 

more than 48 hours. 

not a single text. 

ironically, i felt a sense of freedom. 

though i do misses the incoming texts i used to receive.

i do check my phone to see if i miss any text. 

each time my ph rang, my heart start to wonder who is that from. 

do i wan the text from u?

or do the silent in this current situation will be better for us?

today on the way back, i thought of the days we spent. 

happier times flashed across my mind no doubt.

 but there is something holding me. 

and i dunno what is it that pulling me back

let me go to my dreamland.

i just wish to sleep.

i am tired.

It's sunday with family

will be blogging more often.

hopefully.

went out with family today. 

didnt head over to my grandma house today 

instead family went over to long house at thomson road to have brunch! 

after brunch, headed to town for some window shopping.

but i got a new dress from forever 21. 

a bold red dress.

was thinking should i keep it for next year cny!

since its sooo suit the colour!

outfit of the day

almost got a pair of shoes today!! but decided to resist spending more! 

was approached by 2 girls today for some scouting. 

first time i heard poeple asking me if i am a korean?

used to hear comment like mix, non-local. 

but now. korean?

lol

wads next. 

anyway, after town, drove over again to thomson to buy back prata at causunia curry! 

realised i and B had not gone there for prata 

wonder will i have the chance..

hadn been talking much lately. 

lots of quarreling till sometimes i cant take it. 

sometimes i do envy others. 

but some say i was blessed.

shall prepare for sch tmwr! 

Shopping kills.

 

Damn it. 

just kill me pls. 

fcuking vent my anger on shopping. 

and spent nearly 230 bucks on clothes, accessories, food. 

just kill me pls. 

and now i am back home, 

i feel the pain! 

shit! 

seriously, i think i am doing impulsive shopping just now. 

got home and felt fcuking pissed with myself. 

like as if he is worth me spending away my money. 

SG govt should just thank me. 

i had just contributed some money to the economy! 

Impulsive buys have been rather frequent for me this month esp. 

and esp when i get so pissed off, i just buy anything. 

and then i will feel better. 

like pls control me!! 

the wonder my mum got so worried when i am pissed.

someone just confiscate my credit card or atm card for me when i am angry!!!!

Ban me from shopping this month!!!! 

 

LOVE?

i once watched a drama,  

few years back

and the female lead questioned her suitor why does he loves her.

the suitor started mentioning ' honesty, beautiful etc' 

the female replied, ' you just love me for these attributes. but that is not love. Love is when u love someone good and bad points.' 

and i totally agreed. 

its not that simple. love is not looking at just the positive side and neglect, ignore the negative side. 

the problem will still arise one day.

Love me for who i am.

Not Who i WAS

red for apple!

 

on my last day of work, 

my collegue esmond treated me for lunch at a thai cafe near our office! :) 

and clarissa and yu xuan joined us. together with joanne, jasmine and daniel over at another table. 

we ordered the set lunch with some additional dishes. 

 

pineapple rice is a MUST for thai food!

 

and i super LOVE tom Yam Soup!

and its super sour! i love it even more

 

kang kong! which was surprising unqiue with its gravy.

  

honey chicken. its really good too! the skin is super crispy. 

i was really trying to avoid chicken skin. but took a few mouth of the skin! and it was crunchy!

 

cereal prawn! i love the cereal.

and they told me that prawn shells can be eaten!

 

egg fried rice. which i think look nice but taste not that great. 

 

sweet and sour fish. 

i was totally enjoying the fish that i forgot a pic of it till esmond told me

thanks esmond for the lunch treat! :) 

anyway school had started. 

a week to be exact. 

and i can feel the stress! 

the peer pressure in the sch is crazy. 

with ppl listening attentively during lecture. 

with students spontanteously answering questions.

with students bringing in the voice recorder. 

crazy ttm. 

just keep reminding myself that i have to start revising! 

and yes! its only a week that i started school! 

this is crazy! 

 

but nice frens i met over there. 

but there are still many that left unknown. 

its gonna be 2 years of class mates. i am sure i will get to know each of them soon! 

oh! and i got my mac bk pro!

finally a mac! 

i was thinking between a netbk like sony viao, or mac bk. 

well.. guess i am a hard core apple fan!

i stick to my mac bk! 

and i am not regretting it yet!

and after i got it, i went to raffles city to meet my dad so that he can drive me home with my mac bk. 

my bro and mum joined me. and i decided to treat them for lunch/dinner at sakae sushi again. 

 

  

 

 

 

total damage nearly 70 bucks.

cause my bro freaking love sushi! 

lost count on the number of salmon plates he had.

 

but still glad that they enjoyed the meal.

maybe its the PMS

maybe its the PMS. 

i dunno.

its has been a week since we started like this,

cold war huh?

the feeling sux. 

it's probably the worst quarrel we had so far. 

i am getting numb to it.

it started happening every saturday. 

then now. since last sat, we still having cold texts to each other. 

i am so sick of this feeling. 

and i hate it. 

i am not going to give in. 

although i probably never, even though i might be in the wrong, 

but its the childish between us, we are both stubborn to start of in the first place. 

i went over your side today, 

to see an empty room without your presence. 

as i was expected, you werent there. 

i did not want to check or whatever.

but i just wan to prove to myself that my guts feelings were right. 

you text me said i spoilt your saturday.

then where were u?

maybe you are out there enjoying the moonlight. 

who knows.

oh well, maybe i cant be bothered. 

i just getting numb and tired, oh and SICK.

i tried to control my emotions yesterday in the train, 

unfortunately, you saw my tears. 

the tears were not for you. 

but for myself. 

seeing myself in such pathetic state. 

i think i deserve a better life than this. 

You mentioned they were crocodile tears. 

but they were not even tears worth for the sake of u. 

1 week. 

7 days. 

i dunno how much harsh text we sent, how much cold ignorance we gave each other. 

but i think i am so used to it now. 

or maybe its time.

gathering with aunties~

went out for gathering with my aunties last friday.

aunties and nieces/nephew tend to gather together once every few months to catch up with each other, esp so when my grandmother passed away few years back. 

i was kinda late for the gathering. was doing OT till 7pm then rush down to Millieum walk at city hall. 

aunties were all there already. 

i did some research of the place we were going to eat before going over. 

and i heard that their pork chop was good. 

i was determined to order that when i reached there.

went to SABOTEN for dinner.

as stated earlier, i ordered the pork chop. 

the pork is nice indeed as written in the review. 

very cripsy!!

however its quite hard to chew at times 

dun belittle this plate of cabbage!

its super crunchy! and its very refreshing to eat them. 

its cold and there is a special sauce to dip the vege together to eat them

sesame bean is served for us to crunch them into smaller paste and make into our own dip sauce for our main dish

 my aunt and cousin ordered the fried food platter for 2. 

consisting of the pork, prawn and potatoes.

the combo set of pork and prawn set that mum ordered. 

miso soup was served free flow too! 

 

dessert of the day was the green tea ice cream. 

even the bowl was freezed to give maximum satisfaction of coldness. 

it was fully packed at around 8pm. 

queues started forming at 8pm.

we decided to find another place to chat and chill out

and headed over to a quieter place like coffee club

each of us ordered something to drink and a chocolate mudpie to share

my strawberry passion 

 

chocolate mudpie that i couldnt resist

 

lychee pineapple that most of my aunts ordered

healthy carrot with passion fruit yogurt drink..

while my aunts started to chat about their live.... 

my cousin is going to jay chou concert... 

at around 1030 we left for home. 

everyone was kinda tired after work. though its friday night. 

thinking back, i think its good to cultivate a culture for families to gather together once in awhile so that the bond will still be there. 

back to work tmwr.

every monday is just the start of the week. 

and i sure have monday blues.... 

gosh! and i have aerobics tmwr!! 

going alone myself! :( soulmate has a dinner appt.

random note... caught toy story 3!! 

super love it! think everyone should just go catch it!

blog about it soon!!!! 

nights.... :)