i dunno what happen to the previous entry for this outing.. i just typed finished it and then 'pop' it was gone!argh! writing this again..

ok.this kbox outing was like some times ago. hopefully i am able to remember something...

anyway went out to kbox at amk with sok yee, jean, cor, amelia and shu xin. met rather early. and headed now to near amk hub de kbox. wan qi was sick. so concidentally. she was the one who wanted kbox and organised this outing and yet she was sick. and she did not come along with us.

sang alot of luo zhi xiang's song! omg! i am going to get high again!!he so shuai!! i was so high over him esp when his mvs were played! i am going crazy over dby again! i wan ah meng!! i am crazy and getting high over he jun xiang too! esp when i saw the rainie's ai mei and li xiang qing ren... omg!! ok.. i am going to stop this crazy-ness in me!!AHHH!!!!

anyway it was fun. and some pics here.

* more of kbox pic, go to amelia's or jean's blog. they had posted them. :)

After kbox went to amk hub. supposed to eat NYNY but ended up in food court. oh! and i bought my pinky xiao zhu! so cute... and the "princess" tag. :)

cam whores after dinner...

* nice background rite?! Haha!specially chosen!

and lastly the grp pic. concidentally, shu xin approached a cchyian guy to take a pic for us! haha!see all cchyians are so kind hearted. lolx

YAY!!!

all i remembered, was feeling kinda tired. couldnt really concentrate during account lecture. after that we had to head back to start lesson/ lecture where everyone might be off sch!

update this entry real late. seriously i hadn upload the pic about the kbox thingy, so therefore i will update the kbox thingy next entry lah...

i think i have come to a conclusion. i had quitted band. this decision might be tough. cause i didn know to explain to marcus, and my 2 best french- horners mates, adil and liping. anyway i had made the decision, no point pondering over it anymore. i have more free times now right?! instead like the sec sch times! the free times i had is mainly in band already. anyway i really like to thanks to those wh0 adviced me, shuaii,myrin,liz,sifan...etc...thank you.. i shall not regret it, since i am not a committed and good horn player.

anyway went shopping spree. i really love money these days. Money is important to shop!!! i spend quite alot of money on sat. orchard is having a Pre-sales now. and there are so many things to buy... bought a flesh IMP jacket. Brown jacket and its only 25 bucks!! and i bought my slippers at heeren. wanqi said i am crazy to buy such ex slippers. but nice okay. my bro chose the colour for me. white = purity. bought a shirt from mark and spenser too!!! i am crazy over clothing now...

been rushing through internet and web technology these days..rushing through tutorials too..and more ICA1s are coming... poly life is not slack at all. ok this remind me. myrin, ok i know you are VERY BUSY! haha oh ya, i didnt see mr lee these days but my dad saw him.

in sch right now. just finished my project which is due tmwr. blogging in school now..

wanqi is really 'auntie' whenever she rains, she always say ' rain already! my clothing still hanging outside. i need to go home to take in the clothing.'

she might be angry with us. but we can choose the choice rite?!
argh..how i wish there is no more misunderstanding. i dunno, but it seems to cause an awkwardness between us.

i think the same problem is back to hunt me again. what the hell! argh!! should i continue with band?! marcus just smsed me!

Marcus: are u coming for band tmwr?!
me: er, i actually intending to quit, since i cant make it for sat pracs.
Marcus: u dun have to quit because of that.haha
ME:( still insisting to quit) but i am quite lousy horn player, if i dun go on sat, wont i miss out alot?!
Marcus: dun worry, i will organise sectional!
ME:can give me consider. tues i will be back.

ARGH! he dun get my hint?! isnt it obivious?! omg! how!! should i really stick back to band?! i dunno! i really have no idea?! can anyone advice me?!
the past few years in my sec sch band was like a torture, the crazy band practices and the hell with the biasness in it. and after i went although a short 1 mth to YJC's band, my confident grew, the band there really made me feels like home. i started to like band! now nyp's band is so stressful. i admitted, i had skipped a week of practice already, i already had the mind of quiting and now they smsed me! i am just so troubled over this!
anyway even if i am going back, nope, i not going back tmwr but after tues. i just wanna a break. this break might be the time for me to really consider whether should i really take up this challenge.

i went to the french club today, sort of to check out their cca. i dunno, maybe i was not that used to have such a slack cca. the whole 2 hours, no 'ah mohs' except maybe the teacher in charge. and we learned some basic french stuffs. hopefully, i will remember to use it tmwr!:) i think everyone will go crazy with us. cause shuaii, jean,cor and naseem are in the club today. the club is really slack. the next meeting is like unknown, probably around june?! how slack can it be...and the most irony part is i am not use to it. kinda fussy and ironic here. i dun wanna too stress and too slack cca. is there any somewhere in the middle?!

complaints, complaints, complaints...

i really getting to detest them even more. they should really go and reflect their attitude. the looks they gave me, the way they bitched! yew!!! how i wish i can just use an insecticide to spray them away.

wasnt having the intention to blog today but the band thingy just make me wanna pour my touble out!!
blogging about the kbox thingy soon, next entry?!

this is shu aii! finally get a pic with her..at least something 'decent' the past fews cant make it lah!! she is the one that goes high with me whenever we see 'ah mohs' <3>



me and shu xin. she is wearing her formal wear.




me wearing my formal clothes. although cant really see it.





me and wan qi











me,fishball and wan qi. haha.seems like i snatching the camera spotlight from her..but i did not okay!!!





posted this entry a few days later...i know. but the blogger dun seem to work the past few days.

today was my effective communication speech. ya i guessed it should be alright. anyway its over. no point pondering over it. wearing formal wears wasnt really fun, esp when you are the one of the few who are wearing it.

yesterday also had the presentation on the internet and web technology.i not saying anyone in particular, but the presentation's contents were so boring. anyway it was over too. :)

i really dunno should i quit band. i used to think quiting is for corwards. but now.. i really dun think i can take it anymore. the pieces were hard. seriously hard. and i am still having a hard time trying to adapt the conductor's way of conducting. and worst there is no sectional. how am i going to improve?! I really dunno. can anyone just advice me or something?! the band pracs are the another worry. i dunno whether can i handle 3 days of band pracs. everytime, after band, i would reach home around 11. by the time i would be a little too exhausted to do any revision. helplines?! i am going crazy!

i kinda pissed off. what the hell man... why do i have to control by you! who are u to me?! i rather not to have you as my friend seriously. do true friends do that?! i seriously is going to tell u face-to-face when this thing happened again. i told you before! seriously, i think u are testing my patience! ARGh!! i felt so disturbed and pissed off because of you! why do i have to avoid them when i dun see any reason why should i?! dun make me one of you when u didnt even ask me if i was willing to be!just because of that small mistake...forget it.i dun wish to explain.

i know kbox outing is on mon. i wanna join in the fun!still hadn finalised the people who are going..hmm..

just chatted with my old sec classmates..gosh... i am really missing them.. the moment they msned me and said they are missing me or we are missing each other really touched me.. i felt like crying...they are such a nice great friends to be with... awh!!!their conversations can be so sweet and even made my day!:) we are already counting down to the day of our next outing. really wish to see them real soon. meanwhile, lets continue to miss each other and dun miss my silly nonsense yet! haha!

oh ya, haha..fishball had given me a malay name and it goes something like 'my hum' sounds like black eyed peas song 'my humps' lolx..going crazy...

going to post my pic of the week this weekend..so check out!

argh!!she spoiled my day!

it had been 3 days. i had flu since fri's lesson. The feeling was terrible. luckily my fever managed to subside yesterday. all thanks to cordelia who lent me her 'US$190' Puma jacket. i am so touched to those who showered concerned for me! thanks!

the blogger system is not working properly. i guess i will upload my pic asap.

yesterday had the band orientation. my mum was seriously asking me to consider my choice for band. the band practice is alittle tough and demanding once again. but yesterday when i touched and played my horn i fell in love with the sound it produced. the conductor really reminds me the days in cchy. he speaks in chinese and i had an interpreter who was sifan to interpret what he said to english, cause i had a slow time trying to listen to him. but what i was so proud of him was, he might speak chinese or a chinese-educated, however his passion for music was WOH! he can jump or dance along with the music.haha and he is 70++ already..
the ice-breaking games were okay, the standard games. and met 3 of my section mates. haha..they are nice peeps!! they are liping,aidil,(sifan).haha. they are so nice..and aidil was from woodlands ring,(mr toh conducted that sch). we were comparing the way mr toh taught both sch and seriously our band prac is crazy. anyway its over.
i am able to feel the stress there. liping and aidil are very committed to me. gosh!

anyway, i realise my class can make the KBOX atomsphere anyway they are, just as long they listened to the music they are able to sing. and mind you is EVERYONE!
i remembered on thurs, we were in the discussion room in the library, and shu xin on her hp's music and the guys and girls started to sing along with the music. we even started to dedicate songs. some even placed their hands up and swayed along the music. the atmosphere is like one having concert!FUN!!lionel was so emotional singing the songs!!HAHA

and i finally talked to him!