Sunday, January 06, 2008

school has just started. everything sorted of in place and got into routine of my daily life. beside trying my very very best to wake up early in the morning, everything is ok.
writing project cleared. marketing-clearing
left econ and excel.. hmm.

oh and there is open house for NYP on the 10/11/12 jan. it was supposed to be sch holidays but gotta help up on the 10th.. belghx.

you know wad...i jumped steps again. its over!
how i feel these days?! or am i being too hurt?! i just dunno wad to do... things seemed to happen just too fast... i dreamt of u admitting about the nick u wrote and i just feeling soo hurt.. i hope everything is not the way it was stated in your nick.. i found out, i really really found out the truth.. and i weeped. i was angry and disappointed. you seemed to be playing with feelings. you made me lose the trust and the faith in u. you made me hate u!
this time i really feel the pain... i told myself to be strong. i am not going to cry, i think crying for u is not worth it... u dunno how fragile a heart can go...
maybe i had made the mistake. wad u feel in the past is happening to me now! is it so called revenge?! i was wrong. my heart was bleeding...
on the thurs... it will be a day for me to decide whether to give up... i am determined to do so, is not because i dun like you so much but because i am determined. i am giving up! seriously trying to now. just give me time and i have to be strong

anyway, there is a sakae dinner get together on 9th jan. dunno whether i am going... it has to depend on 2 person.

was rushing through the marketing project. chiong ah!! yesterday went to J8 to do project at coffee bean. stayed there for quite a couple of hours..
and today, jun hong and shuxin just left my house after hours of last min chionging on our project. at last it was almost done! :) and shuxin fell asleep for a couple of min while doing.. lolx.


不能在一起也没关系
至少你懂我的心会在想你
那些回忆会永远保持甜蜜

when its over, its really over, u dun have to really wonder if thing got back together. cause i know when its over, i wont wan it back. i know where it stands.

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