yet another day, another day that i almost lose my temper, another day that the person spoilt my day, it might just be another ordinary day...
i thought quite abit, i guess i shall be nice... i really hope and wish we are just like the earlier times. there seemed to be some internal disagreements. anyway, i just hope everything will be fine. peace out...
oh, no more bowl hair now ok! no straight fringe anymore... i cut my hair.. to much thinner. and my head indeed feel much lighter... i feel my hairs are like grass.. alright i admit, especially my fringe.. but i have faith it will grow by cny rite?! haha..
the past
new! haha!
dun laugh!
today release of olevel result.
i know sem exams are approaching.. but pls.. dun spoil my festive mood and my bday because of it!!.... i wan to celebrate...
remembering last year, i like wasted my birthday, took olevel result on that day and couldnt have the mood to celebrate. it seemed my 17th birthday was just gone like that... dun spoil my mood this time pls...
i want to play!
oh and was chatting with amelia recently and sharing our childhood pictures... i think it is sooo funny. i guess everyone changes over the years... and much dif maybe... i no longer looked like a boy boy rite?! haha! there is super duper unglam of amelia's pic that i have... seriously but no offence, i will just lol the whole time when i see that.. i think she will brighten up my day with that pic...
Aquarius: You'll finally let go of a grudge you've been holding.
i hoped it will be accurate!
V love A, but A love V MORE! wahaha!
there are quite a number of happenings these days that i had been observed... realistic and materialistic are the evil side of life i guessed.. i started to lose trust with the people around me. i really hate it when people started to show attitude. their personal life dun clash with us, the innocent people. maybe they are just living in their own world. Some just say it straight on the face which i really dislike it too. i am trying to control my anger. i know my temper is bad these days. i suppressing it. i wan to prove them wrong. what the hell, told u,u were wrong u dun admit, cant u just listen to the facts?! anyway, i am more or less in the CNY's mood le.. i dunno why.. i know it is still rather early, but i kinda anticipating this yr CNY. i wan to buy more clothes and make-ups. sometimes i think i rather not that lady when most ladies are buying skirts or dresses, guessed wad, i still wearing shorts or jeans. hey, cny is coming so what does it mean?! haha!*hint*i really need a haircut!!! this wed!! my terrible hair.. everyday is a bad hair day for me!!! i never knew giving up was kinda easy for me. i dun think u are part of my memories. maybe you are just my friend now, no more haber thoughts anymore... the sight of it when i saw u appearing on my msn does not evoke my emotions anymore... of course at times i think will there still be a chance? will there still be hope? i know i keep conflicting my thoughts and my actions at times, but i think i had faced the harsh realities of life.
finally did a collage for shu xin's bday!went out today. cause lesson was sort of cancelled and i dun think many people went back.. therefore headed down since morning with my MUM! oh.. and its seriously nice to bring along an ATM machine with you for a shopping spree!!
bought 3 tops today costing nearly 60 bucks! ate Aijitsen ramen for lunch. shared with my mum the crayfish ramen with the fried ebi and again the tasteless iced green tea.
shopped for around 6 hrs plus. my legs startin to ache now... anyway.. who bothers when shopping can be soo fun!! more clothes adding into my collection! <3
anyway back to school tmwr!:( school blues.... and my exams are approaching... Chinese New Year is approaching... ahem! my BIRTHDAY is approaching! wahaha
18 to 22 feb -exams!! belghx. i know SP and RP will start mocking at us after they finished their exams.. they have much much longer holidays than us!
i admit i was kinda happy when u started to make the move to talk to me.. i admit i always wonder does ur nick refers to me.. but i realised something... i am not feeling that hurt anymore.. mayb i had long ago slowly forget the pain, forget u and just forget the feelings. i had successfully given up?! i trying not to accept ur concerns. quit playing games with my heart... cause i dun wan to fall for it again! never. and i thought u will never appear on my msn anymore...
went to sakae dinner yesterday. it was at funan. alright called me a suaku, i really dunno how to go to funan at first.. anyway, the dinner was alright. it was more like a get-together for me and sifan again. lolx.. but did some catching ups and also know some people there...
and seriosuly i hate the power-ranger sms tone. it will always remind me of the one i hear in the nyp library. bleghx. and guess wad, sifan has the sms tone. and me and leroy trying to get it. although i am not that proud to have it lah. but for the fun of it. and leroy immediately changed his sms tone to that power-ranger tone which totally disgusted me. and leroy was super duper loud and high. in case u didnt know, me and sifan remembered who was leroy because both of us when to yjc for the 1st 3 mths and we saw him there. we tried to make him recover his memory although he claimed that he had a vivid memory of us.
oh and i tried all my kani-s haha! and i still love kani chanwanmushi!! :) and i ate 2 of it!! and i also tried on the terpanyaki. alright it wasnt that fantastic. i wondered why the guys can really wack around 50 plates of salmons for the first round only. then continued 30 plates and so on...
and funny silly useless senseless chat last nite
leroy- where u all live?
sifan- the most hip place
me- HUH?!
sifan- i live in kahitb
me, leroy- *blank* gasp!! kahtib= hip?!
another one at mrt station
por har: hi, do u remember us?!
me: er... noo.
ph: we went to Jonathan's party too.
me; oh is it?! haha then who's por har?
ph: oh its me..
*continue a while*
ph: oh i think u are the most friendliest person here. some just walked away
me: oh haha!
people i am labeled the most friendliest person ok!! i am not dao!
in case u are wondering who is leroy...
oh and he is the most zi lian guy i ever met....
childish...
sakae!! no more cravings for it pls...
me and sifan.. cam-whore
why am i the only one doing that...?
credit to sifan for the bottom..
anyway gotta thanks amelia for her present she got specially for me.. <3
haha.. why not my dating calendar lol
oh and i got the ladies this!! haha.. guess where me and wan qi got... lolx
anyway, today has a morning lesson..just go back for one hr plus lesson.bleghx. then after that went for the open hse!open hse was rather ok.. at least got to know 3 nice ladies and i only can remember one of their names -regina. nice knowing them..
and guess wad. we are the tour guides for north vista sec. and although we from nyp, there were several times we got lost. wth.. but we managed to find our way... luckily the students there are quite nice. and the teacher there too... we were late sending them back, but they are not bothered bout it!! so nice.... :)i know i supposed to have the ans by today, but still, i told myself to be determine, to give up. i admit it was hard and i still read and analyst ur nick, but i need time. i hate to know more about both of u. i might be avoiding the reality of it, i just dun wan to face it. i must be determined... i want to forget...i didnt get the ans i wan because its simply too ironic.
did u regret?!
