sometimes i wonder...

where did i go wrong?

why am i so different from the rest.

why am i getting scolded when i listen to u and tell u the truth

i almost lose control of myself.

i think i am becoming emotion-less.

i try to be happy with frens.

i try to be myself.

and the place that i am now,

is the last place i wan to go now.

but what choice do i have?

making my own decision is a mistake?

i am 20 yrs old and i cant decide what i want?

when u are just not happy i am capable of fulfilling what i promise u.

u thought i was weak

but i prove u wrong.

u are not happy

i got chided.

u say i am cool.

without any single emotions reveal.

but who can i reveal to?

u?

no obviously.

when whatever i said, u can never accept.

communication between u and me is not in our dictionary.

u want to know my life.

but can u accept my life?

accept me as who am i not what i was

i told myself to be strong.

i want to futher my studies no matter wad.

because i had made a promise to the angel i loved

my life seems to be in a mess now,

actually it wasnt that complicated in the first place