Silent

 

this is crazy. 

school started a few months back. 

though i am still a freshies.

but it sux!

i really really cant cope with the lectures! 

its like soo complicated. 

its not as simple as what i think of. 

expectation of course are higher. 

but how am i going to survive 3 modules exams!

i am sooo stuck at my consumer behaviour lecture notes. 

with none going in my mind. 

i need the library textbook! 

ps. reminder to self: go to library! 

and here i am stuck with that pile of report from managing changes! 

sch life sucks suddenly. 

i need to understand. and i mean UNDERSTAND consumer behaviour before i have my next accounting module to pile on my headache-ness 

and i think, my service marketing had said goodbye to me!

my god! revise!!!!  

 

maybe this time it is the worst we had. 

more than 48 hours. 

not a single text. 

ironically, i felt a sense of freedom. 

though i do misses the incoming texts i used to receive.

i do check my phone to see if i miss any text. 

each time my ph rang, my heart start to wonder who is that from. 

do i wan the text from u?

or do the silent in this current situation will be better for us?

today on the way back, i thought of the days we spent. 

happier times flashed across my mind no doubt.

 but there is something holding me. 

and i dunno what is it that pulling me back

let me go to my dreamland.

i just wish to sleep.

i am tired.