homed for like 4 days?! because thurs and fri never go back to school! shiok and ironically pathetic right! Spent time at home thinking bout some stuffs, teared alittle when i was running, deep into my thoughts before i sleep every night, giving myself countless of motivation to start a brand new day every morning.

on the brighter side....
i guessed i am feeling better?! i think i just have to move on in life and get over with it...this might just be 0.000000001% of happenings in my life?!

but really, this short (LONG) 6 days of 'so-not-me' really really let me know there are always people around you giving you lotas support morally! :) i know i have my family and girlfriends and ....

yea something alittle drastic happened to me last week, and i not going to elaborate anything more than this. Of course, i will still feel the emotions inside me. i cant possibly forget everything just in a breeze right! i still need time. but well, i am really fine. maybe dont really bother asking me what really happened, cause i might not wish to talk about it at this point in time.

all i know, each time i close my eyes, i saw captures of memories that i do not wish to let go... but sometimes, it is not a choice whether do you wish to let go, but it is a must to let go of it. sometimes it is better not to have in the first place, it will hurt more once you lose it compared to you never having it before. and i totally TOTALLY gonna give my 100% sure of agreements to it!

Still...
i really appreciate every single msn messages, text messages that you nice angels sent to me to cheer me up. :):) esp berry!!! u never fail to cheer me up every day!! :) i know you had been trying to get my butt out my house and go for a shopping spree, but i turned you down time and time again! Sorry! i know i had caused worries to you people! but no worry now!! i will be back to the same old me soon!! :)

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hopefully myrin can make it this fri! if not we cant meet again!! :(:(
i want/need girls night talk at esplanade!!!!!

** updated! a few more camp pics inside...

camps pics out...

but i totally sux in the pics... i feel really 'unhygienic'... haha... i really doubting myself..why should i put the pics sia..

but as i had said..camp was a total blast of fun!

haha..cant see where am i ritE?!

so black.. haha!


spot me in green easily... haha




my grp!!! ahjar!!! they rawks! they are mainly the people who i really got closer with and made me enjoyed the camp even more.



and this is one scene that is freaking embarrassing... we had to do the chicken dance in front of mac in amk hub.shit. my face all gone.. haha... an unforgettable experience when it was during lunch time and some even stopped and looked...

VE camp june 08

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sun went out with family for dinner at royal hotel


my family..




the food there wasnt that nice.. blegh




yea another silly candid.. :P

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some stuffs happened here and there... i just have mixed feelings.. i dunno what it will lead to. but i just know i do not want to give that up, cause i starting to feel 'humane'

holidays are over in less than 8 hours... this holiday is just too short to do much catching up with friends... :( didnt get to hang out with berry too... 2 days of camps, some days of catching up with friends, mugging at home for tutorials, shoppings for the Great Singapore Sale... boring holiday... :(

just one random post before school starting tmwr... :D

1)At what age do you wish to get married?
eh..actually rather early..around 24/25? but i seemed to be pushing back the years as i am growing older... haha! i used to wish to get married at the age of 23. :P


2)Study hard or Play hard?
can i try both?! i know its hard... but it goes according to my mood too..:P

3)Who is the person you trust most?
eh... i like can trust one very easily leh... but to trust most... i think sooo far none!

4)Do you think you have enough confidence?
nah.... i wish i have..but sadly no. :(

5)If you have a dream come true , what would it be?
more money, better grades,

6)What is your idea of a friend?
someone who i really can talk to and be myself when i am with.

7)What is your goal this year?
eh...get a better grade... haha (boring...)

8)Do you believe in eternal love?
hey no! i really really envy those old couples being close to each other... and even young couples who can last for years....


9)If you have all the time and money in the world, what would you do?
travel around the world!! SHOPPING!!


10)If time were to unwind , what would you want to change?
hmm..something that i think i should not have started.


11) Would you like the person whom you love make the initiative to kiss/hug you?
yes! of course... i am a lady! haha... i still quite conservative over such issues.


12)What feelings you hate the most?
lonely and helpless...

13) What is your childhood ambition?
teacher..haha...

14)Do you believe in love at first sight?
yea...and i am sooo afraid of this...

15)What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
my family, friends, money

16)Who do you hope to be always behind you, supporting you?
my love ones...

17)People who are going to be hated by you?
eh...haha! someone in black!! or those bitches, flirts... etc...

19)Do you deserve to be loved?
yes right? i sooo freaking nice.. :) wahaha

20)What are you doing now?
doing this endless qns , msning someone..

21. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
wth... i dunno... i think i will hate him..forgive him? i dunno...

22. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

go overseas study :)

23. What will your dream wedding be like?

eh... sure very drama.. those church wedding, wearing the white wedding dress... be the centre of attraction...:P ....oh...and have a buffet in the garden with all my love ones....:) drama huh....

24. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?

yes... i dunno what is happening in my life....

25. What's your ideal lover like?

gentleman, romantic, nice, sweet, treat me well,

26. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

this is hard... i dunno... i been through both... being loved by someone is bliss, but loving someone is painful esp the feelings for both is left ambiguous.

27. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

depends if any others stepping into my life...

28. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

argh!!! i will try to hate him...

29. Is there anything that's made you unhappy these days?

er... not really...

30. How do you see yourself in ten years time?

eh..married?!

31. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?

married but poor.. at least maybe i am happy...

32. What's the first thing you do every morning?

walk like a zombie into the toilet

33. Would you give it all in a relationship?

yes! if i really really love the person.

34. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?

the one i love more and love me more... at least choose the one i can see which last longer...

35. What type of friends do you dislike?

arrogant, bitchy, irritating,


yea..the end... so do u all understand me better?! :P

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!


stay young and fatherly always! :)

i am glad u are my dearest dad cause u never failed to provide us with the best clothes, education and home. you gave us everything we wanted, work hard for this family. we simply just love u!!!

this year is quite hard to celebrate since daddy ended his lesson late... but anyway we still celebrate with him and got him his presents and a birthday cake! :)

today went out with mummy and bro to suntec...intended to shop along suntec, however received a call from wan qi to meet her at novena at around 2.30pm.. she still asked me to fly down because when i received her call, i was still in the restaurant ordering my food. anyway kept wan qi and shuxin waiting for me because i reached there at around 3pm. hehe... paisehx ar...

anyway ate lunch at marina square with mummy and bro at Spageddies. Currently there is a 1-for-1 promotion going on and we ate there.. the food served were not too bad.. :)

the menu

grilled pork ribs with dory gish. i think the rice is nice!

seafood spaghetti - hotplate

oh and i finally got my havaianas!! :) nude in colour! :):) nice!!! and i bought my bro a red brazil one... thanks to shuxin once again.. :):) counting in total, i think the 3 of us bought around 10 pairs in total.. and seriously carrying those new urban males paper bags really made u feel 'richer' haha!



after that went back to meet my mummy and brother for the 2nd part of shopping! :) shopped around and MANGO is having sales... bought a pair of shorts! :) after that to taka shopped around and not forgetting the night birthday celebration for dad. anyway bought a cake back home!

the bday cake - cappuccino flavour

lighted...

yay!


make a wish...



cut the cake

happy happy happy birthday!

bro, dad, mum

me, dad, mum...
i really hate to show myself in such unglam manner, with specs and casual home clothes.


specially for daddy!

alright people.. .i going to blog like 3 events together in this blog entry. so bear with it.. i will be keeping it short and sweet! :)

anyway, hanged out with liz this week, went to kbox... sad... yum yum's outing postponed once again, due to myrin and bel ( and liz actually) having this exams... postponed to next week? they seemed busy which made me think why am i slacking here right now.... well, hey! i have my projects too ok!!!

anyway we went to amk kbox plaza to sing sing sing... the service there was immediately terrible after liz praised how great their services were. we need to like call them twice to have our first drink served to us, which was like an hour later?! OH! and did i mention? i got lost among the mazes! that place was rather complicated, with sooo many corners and bends around. i went to the toilet and i cant remember how to go back to K18. i walked toward a dead end, till the male service crew say ' hey u from K18 right? this way pls!' omg! i was soo damn embarrassed.. having lost in this particular 'argh!' area. yea.. laugh... liz was giggling yesterday too! right!

seriously.. not many really like my hp cam though it served the 5 megapixel function..cause most of the pics taken yesterday were like shaken... oops.. no anti-shake here.. i know liz missed my cam badly.. she was soo freaking pissed off with my hp cam yesterday..lol

the most decent pic le...

hey ppl..say i innocent... haha




went to sakura recently... yea... and i really cant remember what really happened actually.. was supposed to be out shopping with my dear mummy and brother... shopped and bought some tops and shorts.. oh! and we saw my auntie and uncle in town... met for dinner.. and had sakura.

me and my dearest mummy...

me, mummy and bro



yea.. they served decent stuffs.. but if you really love fresh fresh oyster, then i would advise you to head down to Paris international instead... the price is about the same anyway... :)
and i realised i seriously dislike raw food.. i cant take it... i hate the disgusting feeling of it inside my mouth...so ha! you guys know i dun take raw salmon anyway! :P


caught some movies this week, like


haha.. yea i admitted i did not want to catch it at first.. because i think it seemed rather Chin-a, but i caught it because of the superb reviews.. not too bad... but you know i still isnt a fan for cartoons.. ;X


caught this... and i love it! though i seldom catch action movie.. but this is not too bad.. with some comedy here and there... some silly stuffs in between too which will really make you go LOL.


this is like... not as what i expected it to be... not that funny... it is just so silly... i was like fooled by the previews... :( can watch it if u really have too much money to spend.. or maybe you can donate to me?! or u can try watching with the right person? maybe it will be betteR?

more movies soon.. :):):) i simply love movie marathon! :)

Hello People!


i am back from camp!!! i admitted, it was moment of impulse that i went for the camp since wan wan not intending to go. But i totally have no regrets over it!! it was whole lotas fun and much much bondings with every one especially the seniors...

the first few hours was unbearable because i did not know much people there except for some of the seniors.. but as it went along it was great.... was divided into groups.. and i simply LOVE my group... with the craziest and crankiest seniors and juniors inside like lingling, lin long, shuai xun, nick, paul, sheryl and suyi. oh and we are called ahjar! only our group will understand what it represents! :P oh and 'unfortunately' they have me as a leader... but really really thankful for the seniors who have helped me along the way, if not.. i would be totally screwed up.. :)

Games and more games... and also water bombs.... and P.S, dry-fit clothes doesnt make u dry easily especially you are really drenched! night activities were not too bad... and guessed what, we caught a dvd.. it was er... kinda scary at certain parts.. overall.. i thought it was alright.... sleeping was even harder... is the floor in NYP kindahorror and comedy harder?! backaches everywhere now! i dun remember catching much winks that night..well..that's camp life...

2nd day, had a mini amazing race around AMK.. and i was feeling rather moody and reckless.. sorry people...cause i was freaking exhausted already.. the experience was fun. although we did not win this race, but the bonding was the part that i believed we had gained alot. we walked alot and chatted along. :) anyway we still have the bens & jerry ice cream voucher!:)

camp pics still hadn received... will post it once i got it from the seniors... :)

finally the ladies's gathering.. but it wasnt rather complete as the 6 of us did not take a pic together in a day.. a waste! :(


supposed to head down to demsey hills, guess what, we landed at holland village instead. the bus captain had mistaken our dempsey hills with holland village, also we had lost count with the number of bus-stops. me and shuxin actually spotted that area without knowing... ;x

windmill


decided to stay at holland village since the weather was rather threatening, and went for lunch at olio. we seemed persistent. we supposed to eat DOME in dempsey, ended up at ate Olio ( part of Dome) in Holland village. but the food at olio was not too bad...



oh and pic taking were rather enduring for shuxin esp. cause out of the sudden, me and wan qi will burst out laughing.. rather candid though, but she got to wait for us to hold our laughter. alright, maybe our laughter's point are rather low.. but who cares.... be HAPPY!

olio's signboard?!

their menu.. i love the cover of it..

jean's Iced Cafe Latte


Cordelia's Iced Oreo Frappe.


my Champagne Grape and Raspberry Whizz.


WanQi's Olio Smoothie



ShuXin's White Coffee.



Mushroom Soup



Olio Laksa Spaghetti



Golden Fish & Chips




Capellini Miso Salmon Fillet


Combo Platter

took many pics... :):)

a random pic...


how can shuxin take my wan wan away!!!


whose eyes are bigger?! lolx









with the hello-kitty box.. ha!


random pic with wan wan


then after that headed down to marina square.. and from there.. we walked down to boat quey... took many many pics along the way too!!! haha... me and shuxin simple love being in the camera... :):)

outside marina square..

see the flyer?


along merlion park


angle!!!

near the bridge...

on the bridge...

along the bridge... :0)

somewhere... where the 4 of us...soooo artistic

er...shuxin

nice hair.. haha

simply too cute... tuckshop in the business district? haha! cute..

boat quey... where i was also looking out for my dad... haha.. (my dad office is just behind boat quey... )

and while waiting for our dear amelia.....

while waiting for her.. more pics.. haha


headed down to eski bar... :)

i had ordered a sex on the beach...

cor's screwdriver... ( taste like sunkist orange juice)

wan qi's er...i forgot... hehe

freaking cool mirror... so many me... :)

wan qi...

berry!

another cam-whoring session... :)

random crazy drunken ladies.. haha

yea.. and i almost ate wan qi's FINGER!


after bar, went for supper.. alright.. i did not eat.. diet remember... haha! and i wasnt that hungry anyway.. :)


and we must really go dempsey hills next time... cause according to jean's blog, there is a shuttle bus heading there!! :):)