everyone is blogging...

everyone is stressed about marketing project...

everyone is freaking out that dateline is approaching which is this fri.

Everyone Jiayou!!xoxo!

tired... drainned... i can really feel that i am so tired deep inside, be it physically or mentally... with still 2 more icas to clear and a marketing porject on hand.. and i am still doing it!! so that is life of a yr 2 in poly?!

NE video today... and it was a tough ordeal to go through. we were late punctual, yet we only left with the front row seats. no choice, we sat there, and it was unbearable..having your neck strainned to the max just to watch the video. there were times that i just gave up and relax my neck.. it just made you feel like vomiting. :x

after that went running with berry at stadium...and the ground were wet. ;( didnt run that much, although we spend an hour there doing (what?) beside running.. we shall run again soon yea! ;)

fri..fri.. is coming..cant wait to hang out with soulmate and friends..:)

and the thought of the pathetic making-friends situations in class, just make me feel sorry... i dun feel the bonds, 2 yrs... and we just going to continue like this? like acquitance? pathetic. it just made me feel like laughing at myself. and it just make me think how fragile and pathetic friendship can be... months since we talked, and no one willing to make the move to start talking to one another.. so is there an ego competition going on here?! or are friends forgotten! because we have persue different route in life so we have to distance ourselves too? is there no common topic for all? it seems like a mockery pls!

oh bel is leaving for japan soon!! bel i want japan's snow! haha!:) enjoy your band trip to japan! cya in airport soon!!!! xoxo!

on a diet...:)

and i have sudden cravings for sushi! (since noon)

i am still stuck at MARKETING report! argh!!! help.. it is not as simple as it seems to be... and i have another biz finance ica on mon and not neglecting excel solver on wed... argh.. so packed can... suddenly i can feel the stress of being a year 2. i feel so out-of-life...

i am feeling tired and exhausted. woke up rather early this morning because of the freaking crazy 9am lab today! and i now as i am supposed to continue with my marketing, i am here blogging... i just dun seem to be able to resist temptations at this point of time.

today went for the nyppal welcome tea, ( i wonder how many welcome teas they have for the freshies...), yea and another camp adding to my list on my holiday, where my VE's camp on the 16 to 18th june. i am considering whether to go for both camp, cause i bet i will be seriously drained at this rate.

oh am i still undergoing puberty?! cause i feel hungry all the times. shit! i dun wan to get fat... looking at the ways things are now, i better resist...

anticipating soccer match of the champion league, manu vs chelsea in the wee hours of the day later... :)

oh and this week is graduating week for the graduated year 3. soon... another 1 more year plus.. i will be graduating..awh... time seems to pass so freaking pass...:( took some pic, as though we are the one graduating. anyway who cares... but it is kinda silly to take pics under the hot blasting sun... we were all trying to take shades at time, 4 of us hiding under a pathetic small under-age plants?!

yea..soon... in a year plus...



3 of us under the shade...

yay! we are graduating SOON!


oh and XOXO is a current new slogan for the HR ladies.. haha..xoxo berry, xoxo jean,xoxo cor!:)

overall...

on the random note... SINGAPORE SALES START TMWR!!! shopping spree soon!!! :):)

i want to go out... i hate to stay at home whole day.... **whining** BADLY! i want to shop! or just be in the mist of the crowd. i just dun wan to be at home, coping myself whole day with school stuffs and just being online day in and day out.. .what a mundane life! i will repeatedly tell myself. i dun think i am living the way an eighteen years old should be living, instead i seemed to be living like an eighty years old lady.

but every morning when u opened up the newspaper, the headlines just make me think what is life! is life too fragile. the earthquake in China is terrible, with so many innocent lifes taken away by the natural disaster. and they are mainly the young children, who are even younger than me. they still have a long way to continue in life, yet, such a tragedy happened to them. yet, through this event, i saw many heart-warming scenes. like a 50/60 years old man carrying his mother on his back for safety, or even a young 12 years old kid, carrying his younger sister on his back to find a safer spot. all these are some appealing scenes that outshines the evil side of life at times. it will just make you go 'awh...'

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the weather has been terrible... so terrible. it is not just hot, but the blazing sun which is making the weather scorching hot, and indirectly making my mood bad these days..

and currently the hottest stall in singapore, who are earning better profits these days should be those dessert stalls, or those ice-cream men. guess what, you have to queue for ice kachang these days too. and it is not just one or two person in front of you, but more... everyone just want something cooling to accommodate themselves to this crazy temperamental weather...

had a long walk on sat with family, long time ever since my dad and bro had their exam. so yea.. we walked to sembawang park! mind you, though, i am living in sembawang, from my house to sembawang park is still quite a distance ok, it had to be measured in terms of Kilometres.
it was like around 2 hours walk to reach sembawang. tired and drained... exhausted especially when the sun was unbearable and not doing us a big favour. the place was crowded, with many had the intentions to stay over since it will be a long weekend end for them.

i dun even think i have the patience to fish
my bro who wanted to cool himself badly.


look at the weather, see... even the cute dog also knew it was time to find a comfortable shade for itself.


me and my mum...

yea i was wearing my specs as u can see....


back to school tmwr... and i totally dread it especially since i had such a long holiday. although not an interesting holiday, but i hate dragging myself out of bed.
and french tmwr with the french male teacher is not going to help much, especially when i think he will even bombarded us with more french words... argh!!

marketing ica1 report is halfway done, ONLY, which i really have no mood and inspirations to continue... i have been stuck at the same particular spot for the past 2 days. help!!!

on the lighter note, caught 'made of honour'. it wasnt as great as expected. but yea.. pass time...

i simply love my MUM LOTAS!!!

gosh, although, i had a little bad quarrel with her the other day, she gave me a new phone after her contract ended!!
yea i know at times i might be wild at thoughts and might be alittle too brand-conscious? and stuffs like this, but that is my personality or hobby weird way to interpret that, but yea, thats me! sometimes i know our perspectives point of views are mostly different, but i think misunderstanding is the main course of it... anyway! i am just contented with my new hp right now i guess, although i like told my mum i dun need to change my 6110 navigator a few months back, yet ironically, i took the new hp this time.

now who can resist this sleek and slim phone with a 5 MEGAPIXEL camera. u know i cant, with the highly anticipated of a better cam-ph that i all along wanted... yea, and it is touched screen. but i am trying hard to get use to the texting. you know from nokia to samsung.. right now i am kinda content with it! :)



and i am going crazy.. i want to head down to LAS VEGAS NOW!!!!

caught a movie with the HR ladies at amk hub, what happened in vegas! i simply love this movie alot... ashton kutcher! my once-fav movie actor!! but i love the plot and the hilarious stuff inside this movie.. a MUST-watch!



due to the fact our dear biz finance teacher let us off 5 mins later, and we were catching the 1.30pm show, apparently we just rushed down to amk hub after lesson ended. the 4 crazy ladies seemed crazy and we were like taking part in an amazing race, like running/ rushing around... bleghx! tired.. i still tell ame that our leg mucsles will be toned after today. and i swear, yesterday was the shortest time taken to reach yck station from nyp! 5 mins?! incredible huh?

lessons as usual this week. my week is coming to the end. cause a long 4 days break. i need this time to try to touch my marketing ica1 and do some revisions or some catching-ups.

gosh! everyone seems to be on the diet. yea i have been telling myself to be on the diet! be thinner, but yet, i seemed to be eating more than usual. i having stress, one meal per day for me now is like a big turn-off. argh!!! help!! i need motivation! i need discipline! i want to be slimmer.. i think i going to have a run tmwr!!! hopefully. i need to burn more fats and calories off my body!!!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JOYCE!!!


omg, i think i had given a most memorable birthday gift to joyce. i cant believe how 'bitchy' i could be to prank her on msn. i think i need to eat more vegetables.. thank goodness she wasnt angry... had a nice chat with soulmate and joyce this noon.. haha! a BIG PLUS, i cant wait, we are going to catch speed racer soon! oh and both of them are so anti-bears. haha all because of their bear family of lecturers... must take pic for me to see huh!! i wan to see the bear family which i cant get to see in the zoo. packed my room today.. yea i did pack! dun doubt it, of course with the help of my mum. all because of a stupid lizard who came into my room last night. me and my mum were soo helpless. my mum kept spraying the insecticide on the lizard to make it die asap but it hid behind my desk which is kinda unreachable. no choice, i still i have to sleep in my room right, today morning, started to ransack my whole room in search for that idiotic lizard. however guess what, the lizard was gone, i seriously search my whole room thoroughly, and there was no signs of it! oh and i was shocked by the collections of cds i have, alright that was random... maybe practically, i was shocked by the amount of dusts collected in my room?! and i just miss shopping suddenly...


Happy MOTHER'S DAY!

today is mother's day! alright i think we are celebrating in a later date because of my brother's mid years exams. maybe i should bring her eat dim sum buffet?! haha...since i have cravings for it now...

went down to causeway point just now with the intention to sign up mio plan and upgrade the hp, however, the phone that we wanted samsung SOUL was out of stock. gotta wait, we are under the waiting/ reservation list!

gonna catch soccer match tonight!!! man united!!! my long time fav- cristiano ronaldo. i cant believe today will be the last match of the season, and then a long 2 to 3 months break from soccer... how to spend my weekends for this time?!

don't you all think these 2 attractions are so beautiful...?

i really really want to go France! badly wanted to... it was all along my childhood dreams that i wanted to study abroad. all along..since my pri school? since the day i started to love the western culture? and this time the sch is providing us, the SBM students to go overseas for an exchange trip to either Ireland, France, Germany, Finland or Korea.

Korea is a big NO-NO. i can seriously starve myself there for 4 months if i am in korea. no offence but i eat nothing there... Finland, i am not exactly considering because of the damn cold weather there which is roughly around -15 degree celcius. i dun want to freeze myself to death while studying. Germany, i am alright with it though. but i am freaking interested in FRANCE!!!! my NEW DREAM place.. alright it wasnt actually, but when i saw some pictures, i really fall in love with it. my dream place all along was the STATES!!! and i still day-dreaming... i love the American- culture... simply love it! but france is like sooo romantic.. and i love the word P-A-R-T-Y!!! i know i supposed to study there for this oversea exchange trip, but still i need the fun...

but i think i cant go for France this round. the cost was too expensive which is like nearly more than 10K. and the living expenses just horror me down... a movie for 16 bucks?!! i seriously appreciating the reasonable cost of living in Singapore now.. so why really complain for a packet of rice which is increasing steeply, look, in France i kg of rice i think it is about 8 bucks. imagine your normal 10kg of rice... haha.. i seemed like all ready to fly oversea, i just need my luggages...

did talk alittle to my parent about this trip, i know they seemed not that eager to let me go overseas myself for this 4 months plus...especially my mum. ha! i think she is just soo afraid that i will not want to come back to singapore after 4 short months there... and she sure understands me that well. :) and i overheard my mum talking to my dad one day in their room saying 'what if our daughter marry to oversea in future' my parents know i am extremely serious in leaving singapore to another western country one day if possible. well... yea i seemed cant wait to leave singapore not because i dislike singapore or anything but i just want a stress-free life which you really cant find in singapore.

10k plus!!for just one semester's trip! i think it is highly expensive... i dun think i even bear to use my parent's money just like this... but this will also mean i going to forgo this opportunity to go France to study... and i am not kidding, the thoughts of me having to forgo this wonderful chance really make me feel like tearing...

so when can i exactly go overseas?!!!!!

schools are like packed with tutorials this week. listen liz and myrin! i am getting busy! i am not slacking.. i wanted to continue to slack actually, but looking at the thick pile of undone tutorials right beside me now, just spoils my mood of playing... :(
so much tutorials and unread lectures... i am trying to read and do... even my mum asked me in surprise ' why are u studying' ha! cause i am one who only studies when the icas or exams are nearer... but looking at how stressed my bro is in preparing for his MIDS, and also my dad, yea my dad, he took a course and is having his exams. today is his last paper. both so hardworking as a student, how can i not play the role with them...

motivation!!! i need!!! France is all i can think now...

anyway caught the Paris Hilton's movie, Hottie Nottie, and it was PLAIN BORING!! male character wasnt that cute...
on a lighter note, catching superhero this weekend!! :) :)

i need a laugh badly...

received an email, a simple email like this just can make me soo happy. cause at least i know you remembered...

anyway, back to school, alright, trying my very best to keep up with school stuffs and get used to the momentum that is actually speeding up real soon.. but i just dread dragging myself out of bed every morning... i love thus to sun!

lunched on monday with soulmate, and not forgetting another 2 new friends!Joyce and Valarie. they are an awesome pair. and i didnt know sifan is so 'lady' in front of them.. haha..cause my soulmate that i always see is the one who is very man. anyway Joyce was kind of sweet to offer to help me carry my laptop! thanks!! sooo man!!haha! oh and i really never tried before eating my 'packed rice' outside with the nice beautiful scenery of the NYP fountain.. the next time we meet for lunch we tried that ok!! and i went to soulmate's block, and i finally know where she studies le.. haha..sounded soo sua ku... but yea, i am not very sure of NYP indeed i guessed.. the place she brought me was the place i never have knew it existed in NYP! pathetic huh! and i realised the corridors of their labs really reminded me of the scene of a hospital, and the lecturers who are walking along the corridors were the doctors, and the students waiting outside can be the patients... alright... sidetrack... oh and by reading the elearning and soulmate's logbk, i really cant get a single thing that was written on it.. it is so science-y that just turned me off immediately.

french lesson today was yet again bombarded with lotas of french stuff which i hear no ball... i trying, really trying to understand.. and i chose a french name called 'chole' in english, it sounds so beautifully, but in french, i dun think it was nice at all. i regretted the moment i heard my french teacher pronouncing my french name.... it was like totally different... just called me Va-NES-sa.. argh.. i feel like giving up this language!!! HELP!!!

oh today i was like 'physically handicapped' all because of my left hand. my hand was badly strained by the heavy 2.4kg laptop, and not forgetting tons and tons of lecture notes..argh! and today, the ladies did notice that my left hand was trying hard not to move, i need some help at some times, and lifts are much appreciated if tutorial rooms are like level 5...i might not need the lift that much, but my fat laptop and weak hands need it badly. terrible strains and aches.... and i trying not to bring laptop if possible..

i finally knew what is the problem with my msn, berry solved my problem in some ways...thanks.:)

morning lessons tmwr at 9am... sooo freaking early... and i need morning call.. oh and i still need to wake berry up!!! ZZZzzz...

thanks for the bear to be by my side

weekdays are ending. therefore weekend are approaching in less than 5 hours time... i can say it is one of the slackest school week, maybe it is just the start of the semester. i only have 3 days of lessons this week given that yesterday was labour day and today which is Friday was my free day from school.. and now here comes the weekend... 4 days of break... yea indeed i am not feeling i am back to school yet though...

day 1 to 3, just some introductions to some new modules and lecturers started explaining the upcoming ICAs and projects. thanks for the 'warmest' welcome lecturers!

alright and i still do not know most of the new classmates in class...yea i should, really should make a point to socialize or interact! make more friends!! my beloved classmates for 2 years.

<NE is just a project to be done to let us understand Singapore better. no lectures and tutorial anymore. so that will keep my Wednesdays noon free for now.. :) and bad new is there is a ACCOUNTING module hidden beneath a module which is EFMA! argh!! the A stands for amelia ACCOUNTING! thanks for the reassurance that this accounting module will be the last accounting module in my poly life.. but nevertheless i tried not to be too convinced. i do not want to get cheated once again. :(

oh and have i grumbled about the FRENCH tutorial? the lecturer was apparently throwing his french words on us, leaving us question marks all over our face. but he did say something that simply interests me which is the France, Germany, paris etc, overseas school exchange.. i really wish i have this opportunity...and if u ask me now to show you what i had learnt on tues, are probably cities of France, who are French and 'BONJOUR!' haha, everyone knows that...

anyway monday back to school. long day with choir in the evening.. wan qi must must make it this time ok!! dun sick le hor...

oh wed, had lunched with the ladies! yes!the ladies!6 of us worx!:):) all the year 1's memories seemed to keep pouring back into my mind. the laughters was once again back with qi's and xin's drama-mama-ness... and the phrase 'what are friends for' are forever seemed to going on a debate. anyway hope the 6 of us can meet us for lunch just to let me feel i am younger, i am back to year one!:)

lunching soon with soulmate on monday. cant wait. eh we maybe in the same school, but we like seldom meet each other in school. how big is NYP exactly?!

and yea. i changed a new blogskin. troublesome i must say! ha! alright i was just lazy maybe. thanks to soulmate's and jean's advices. can my sweet blind readers read properly now?! is the background and font colour better now?!lol